On the kitchen table sits an empty cup Spent hours searching for a bag of tea Even though you have gone I'll make a new start From this day on I will learn how to take care of me
Now the food's on the plate but your favorite recipe Has somehow lost it's flavor now that things have changed Looking back I see everything you did for me And I know life won't ever be the same
Back when I had you by my side I would try to run from the intimacy It's too late but I finally realize Loneliness it hurts more than the desire to be free
Won't you tell me why, why you said goodbye I still don't understand why it had to end Here in this room, oh I feel so all alone I'm moving forward but I'm still searching for the way home
I promise you, this I know for sure I'm gonna be okay baby can't you see Cause I made a promise to myself that I'll Never say I'll never love again
From the towel in the bath to your old ashtray The hat and the scarf you gave to me The books out in the hall, all the records we played Gonna clean up, gonna move on, gonna throw them away
I'm standing in the hall, trash bag in my hand I'm trying to be strong but my knees grow weak Though the people stare I try to retain my dignity They all know what I have been through
All of these things you leave behind Remnants of a past that will fade over time I take a look around and I realize All the happiness that we shared is gone forever
Everything I do leads me back to you The little things that keep you inside my heart Trying to let go but the memory's too strong I'm trapped inside this heartbreak, the loneliness since you've gone
I know it's true, someday I'll forget you All those little dreams we left unfulfilled Believe in the hope that a new day brings I'll make a brand new start without you
I was in love, truly was in love All that I knew was out of loving you But I made a promise to myself that I'll Never say I'll never love again
