Here I am again In a room without a door Where my love makes no sense but your scent remains the same It feels like my heart is beating But I'm quite sure that I can't feel you Slowly my anxiety is rewinding my life to the past Away from you, there's no future If I reach out for you, will the saints applaud my love My love for you, my tainted endless waves of love Away from you, it's so hard I'll cut my throat to kiss your eyes Away from you, it's so hard to live without your love Away from you, I've lost my, I've lost my wings to touched the sky How many times, do you think I thought you exist in this world How many times, do you think I wonder if you are real How many times, do you think I thought you exist in this world How many times...